MyStory 

  

Back in the summer, I helped put together the filming of a great video project with the MS Society of Canada, aimed to reach out to young people with, and affected by MS. We shot these at my old film school with the help of some great volunteers, and I was really happy to be a part of it. I was able to do a few of the interviews, and was even on camera a little bit myself, which is not my usual area of expertise! 

The campaign finally launched today, and I’m so proud to be able share it with you all! One of the first videos being featured is the story of Billy Talent drummer Aaron Solowoniuk (https://youtube.com/watch?feature=youtu.be&v=zG3CKDhlDLs) but there are many more to come, and all being hosted on a great site that my very own brother kindly volunteered his time to create (http://mystory.someonelikeme.ca)

Please check it out, and share with anyone you think may benefit from it!

M

Just as confusing as ever!

Kinda in a weird place with my MS right now. Really thought I was relapsing, when I had a sudden onset of worsening symptoms, especially since I haven’t been on meds for about a month and a half now. I just felt off, all of my regular symptoms are just way worse than normal for me. I’ve been having trouble walking again, severe fatigue, spasms, etc. Not fun! But, I’ve also been dealing with a mild infection,  I was sorta hoping that was just exacerbating things, but I’ve also had worse infections and not felt nearly this bad from them, so who knows. I’m trying to remember that with MS it’s always different, but doctors confusing me more doesn’t really help things. My family doctor swears this type of infection wouldn’t cause trouble with my MS, and my MS clinic says that maybe it would. They won’t treat me for a flare (if that’s what it is) while I have an infection, which is fine, because I hate steroids enough and wouldn’t want to make their side effects any worse, but it would also be nice if they would take me seriously and not just brush it off. Almost done the antibiotics now and things don’t really seem to be getting better, but I’m trying to not worry and just see what happens (which I’m not great at) because only time will tell. 2 and a half years in and this disease is just as confusing as ever!

It’s hard feeling awful and not knowing what’s going on. It makes me feel helpless, which is never easy, and I know that the people in my life must feel that way too.. helpless. Which I wish wasn’t the case.  There’s not much anyone can do right now, so…I wait. Feeling kind of stuck in limbo as they say, but trying not to let it get me down. 

On the bright side, I finally start on my new MS meds on Monday, tecfidera, and while I know it isn’t going to magic mike (ha!) things away, I have hope that eventually I’ll start to notice something positive from it! But for now, I just wait for all of this to pass. Wait and watch a lot of bad TV ;)

Tick toc silly symptoms!

M